It's getting to be that time of year again. Christmas is around the corner. Every year, around this time, I fall back into a big sink hole of sadness...thinking about losing ya, Dad. I know, I know...you wouldn't want us to be sad- but it's really hard. Most of the time, I think back fondly and smile; remembering all the good times. I can talk to other people about you and pass on stories and wisdom with a grin and a light heart.
Occassionally, though...my grief comes out of nowhere to smack me in the face like a drive by fruiting (2pts if you know the reference).
Yesterday was one of those days for me.
I miss you, Dad. So much.